I do

How much can a heart take before exploding,

When the feelings are overflowing,

Saying its all fine when you know well everything inside is self-loading

When the pain is mind-blowing,

And the voices are immeasurable,

And to move on I'm incapable?

Is it true?

Or was the "I do" uttered only to make me blue?

But I'm about to be brand-new!

–even if I'm unable to move on,

And my emotions are too scary to dive head-on

I wonder sometimes, “Do you remember me beyond the invisible wall?”

I wonder if you dance with me in your dreams like I do

–I never stepped out of our world I swear to you!

You may not know where I was going,

But trust me darling, neither was I!

And life is more likely to be overthrowing,

But you know darling it's too late now to cry

Or to ask why;

We're in a world where there is no ally.

But is there a better way to show my love to you

Than writing to you despite everything we went through?

I'll make it up to you

But who would make it up to me?